Depression

Hatho ki lakeeren mitne lagi hain

Sab poochte ki ye chot kaise lagi hain

Gala khud ka dabata ye kaise batau

Dusra kya marega main khud he marr jau

Kalam se mere aansu kyu beh rhe

Baarish hawa Mae ya badal kuch keh rhe

Khud ko dekhne ka mann bhi nhi krta hain

Maarna khud ko pr maarne se darta hain

Saansei meri kyu teez ho jaati hain

Jata salakhon Mae phir bhi bail ho jati hain

Khaane ke naam pe bhook Marr jaati hain

Sab saath ho tab bhi rooh kaap jaati hain

Swaad ab main khud ka he leta hun

Khud ko nooch ke pet main bharta hun

Chehre pr agar hassi dikh jaati toh

Blade se chehra pr tukde kr deta hun

Mujhko koi toh bachane aa jau

Ya diwalo pe quit likh ke khud he marr jau

Rassi dhoondhu ya zeher pii jau

Ya khud ko kabra Mae dafna ke soo jau

Haal ye mera btane ke layak nhi

Depression bolu toh samjh Mae aata nhi

Sabhi galat cheeze ab mujhe lagti shi

Maara gya hun mujhe bhi bulana saheed

Din Mae bhi kyu mujhe andhera sa lagta hain

Raat ko bhi jaagta aur din Mae bhi roota hain

Akele khud se baatein kya krta hain

Depression mera bhai mera haath kyu kaat ta hain

Khud ko main maarta phir bhi marr nhi jata

Blade se design bnata phir khud he seh na paata

Roota chillata cheekhta aur khud se he hasta

Marr chuka hun isiliye ab blade se nhi darta

Maa tu mujhe hamesha yaad rahegi

Rona mt maa nhi toh behne bhi roo jayengi

Aur papa se jada kaam mt krwana

Beta nakam ab tu khul kr batana

Bhoolna mujhe itna aasan nhi hoga

Pr bhool jana mujhe ye ehsaan mujhpe hoga

Mera marna shayad sabak ban jayega

Ki depression ke naam pe koi kisi sa majak nhi udaaega

Chalo Mae jata waqt ab ho gya hain

Blade ab mera intezar bhi kr rha hain

Haathon ko ab main kaatne Jaa rha hun

Khoon Mae khud ka ab baatne Jaa rha hun

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I write short hindi poetries written by myself...many a times they are sad poetries.....